Okay, I am just sick of it by now, it's gone past bugging, it's a buzz now
Alright, if you don't know what I'm talking about, then I'll show you want I'm blooming talking about. But first:
"Friend" 1 will be referred to as number 1
"Friend" 2 will be reffered to as, you guessed it, number 2
Yeah, I know what you're thinking, overuse of "". Well no.
Okay, finally friend 3 will be 3
Yeah no "" for that one...
ANYWAY. I just have to get this of my chest. I'M SICK OF BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED
I mean, 1 and 2, are just, annoying sometimes, they just brush me off like a piece of homework they can get to later. Number 1 spreads stories about me, embarassing stories, she repeats what I say and just, steps in front of me mid-conversation. Everyone I know is like obbsessed with 2, I've lost a load of potential friends to this, person. I mean, I became friends with this person waaaay before they did, they come in the room, oh hey Diana OMG hey 2! Hey you wanna celebrations? No? oh howa bout I go down the co-op and get u some nice dairy milks?
Now their typical excuse is "The form room is empty" I mean, how many times do you see a completely empty form room?! RAGH! OMG 2 I ain't hugged you in aaaages let me just go over there and give you a big old HUG! and it's not just them, it's EVERYONE
Number 2 walks in while I'm having a conversation, suddenly it's all about them! It's just, so bloody annoying!!
Number 3, she may be the most violent (n a jokey kinda way) but they are my true friend, they don't spread rumors behind my back or steal attention. THey're just... cool I like 3
AND they're the only one out of my "group of friends" or my "gang" as people call them in other classes (we go round in groups for some reason) who remembered my birthday. They're the only one who got me a birthday present, and I don't want to sound like a bratty B*tch or anything, cause, I'm not... but you'll see what I'm talking about...
SO, on the day school breaks up for the christmas holidays, and since my birthday is Dec 29th, I don't have my birthday at school. Anyways, as soon as I came into the form room they gave me a x-mas pressie and birthday and I was like YAY and whole thank you buisness, it was a cool present :D But yeah, this isn't a happy entry. So yeah, so I sit there just talking with them and friend 1 comes in and it's all like "HAPPY CHRISTMAS" and she gives me a christmas present and I'm all like thank you, and she says "I'll give you your birthday present after christmas" Fair enough, eh? Friend number 2 comes in, oh how lovely. (Have you ever got bored of chocolate at cristmas by the way? Don't you feel when people give you chocolate "Oh, you must of spent a long time thinking about your christmas gifts, maybe it's just me with that bit though.) So yeah, that episode. Nothing mentioned about me though, just started talking to friend 1 (They're like a little double act now, they ignore me together ><) So yeah. I get my christmas presents up, I spent over £8:00 on all my presents, and since I got bored of buying bloody choclate for presents I bought them matireal possessions. I thought that was cool of me to to do that... obviously not cool anough
Anyways, later that day, I'm talking to 2 online. And keep hinting things like, OMG I can't wait for my birthday and stuff. I mean, cause I wasn't expecting anything I was just wanting like someone to finally say Happy Birthday apart from number 3. But instead they said "Oh yeah, I forgot, I'm sorry, I'll get you a present over christmas" Now don't that sound farmilliar? UGH
So yeah, this week I came back to school, nothing. You know, they could of just of just lied to me and told me they were broke instead of leading me on, it's just like, Am I that easy to forget about?
Well I guess they're too busy signing photos for their bloody fan groups or chavving themselves up to remember me. Even though I've helped them alot and when their sad I'm just, there (I'm not really good with crying people, so I just sit there and don't leave them, like some kind of dog) I've never spread rumors about them and I've always been ready to pull them out of somekind of mess. Why can't they just regard me as a human being with feelings instead of a thing you keep in a box and take out occasionally.
GRAGH
I gave someone else who had a x-mas around birthday a present today. I was surprised how plaesed they were, and they said they would get me something in return. I hope they're not like the others...
There's so much more I could rant about with these guys but I'll stop now...
I'm a fan of Death note the manga and Anime, and was bored, so I decided to take some quizzes...
Death note Character quiz results
[1] - L
You are most like L. You're a complete genius, but appear to be a compulsive little b---- with twitching problems and you lose half of your reasoning ability when you sit like a normal human being.
Which Death Note Character Are You?
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Light Yagami
Mello
Misa Amane
Which Death Note Character Are You?
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[2] - L
L
Although you act, sit, and gesture like no one and are above and beyond out of the ordinary, you have an amazing mind. You are intelligent and could solve almost any problem/investigation. You have an analytical mind.
Which Death Note Character Are You?
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[3] – L
L
you are observant, unique, and stand for justice
What Death Note character are you?
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[4]- Serious test, but still L lol
You scored 80% introversion, 85% intuition, 71% thinking, and 21% judging!
ABOUT THE TEST
This personality test is heavily based on the Kiersey Sorter. In essence, it measures your personality across four variables: Introversion-Extraversion, Intuition-Sensing, Thinking-Feeling and Judging-Percieving. There are both positive and negative attributes to each of the traits.
Introversion-Extraversion: Generally, people who score high on "introversion" are reserved, quiet people who keep to themselves whereas people who score low on "introversion" are outgoing, friendly people who are extraverts.
Intuition-Sensing: People who score high on "intuition" are guided by gut instinct, they go on intuition as opposed to people who score low on this trait, who prefer to rely on established fact and their senses, rather than their own belief.
Thinking-Feeling: People with high scores on "thinking" rely more on their head to make decisions, whereas people who score low on "thinking" rely more on their heart to guide them. (Note: this has no bearing on a person's intelligence level; it merely refers to the way in which they make desicions.)
Judging-Percieving: People who score high "judging" are firm, decisisive people, whereas people who score low on this trait are flexible, accomodating people.
YOUR RESULTS
Stats: Approximately 4% of population.
DN characters with this type: L.
In a nutshell: "A love of problem-solving."
Desciption: Logical, original, creative thinkers. Can become very excited about theories and ideas. Exceptionally capable and driven to turn theories into clear understandings. Highly value knowledge, competence and logic. Quiet and reserved, hard to get to know well. Individualistic, having no interest in leading or following others.
Urm... I'm sorta seeing a pattern here...
Well they are 
Just finished watching this movie, it's originally in mandarin but it had subs, it's called 'The Flying Daggers' me mom went to sleep half way through, she said she can't be asked to watch a movie with reading involved...
Anyways! Yeah, It was a serious movie, with lotsa plot turns and crud, it was, well, really good, go watch it... now... Go go guuuuu! Darnit
IF YOU ARE BOTHERED BY MY LAST COMMENT AND HAVE ACTUALLY BEEN INSPIRED TO WATCH IT [wowzas] DO NOT SCROLL DOWN
Cos I posty spoilers... kinda... ok I just wanted capitals T_T
Oh yeah, and the main dude sporting the blue costume thing, when the other guy was like "Well, it's your fault she died" (remember, it was subbed)
Well, the blue guy when like Meeee? but, because it was subbed it sounded like he had said Whaaaaa? or Moiii? Or something, it was just lol, It wasn't meant to be, but yeah, the way he said it, just... fitted.... gawd, you had to be there alright, anyways, I'm probably going to be saying that alot this next week.
Apart from that, movie = Very Noice
The graphics were awesome, even though the blood looked like blacurrant juice close up and the CG-ed blood was totally... CG-ed-like lol, it was good.
My mom (after we woke her up for the final fight scene) got a little confused when it started snowing, cos she was like. does that mean months have passed?
(Obviously not, they couldn't fight like that for months, it just spontaeneously started snowing, like the hail today lol, but yeah) Then Mei popped up suddenly, and my mom was liking having a little hissy fit in front of the tv, shouting, omgosh she shud be dedz
It was quite the opening light to my moms real personality....ok, not really, but yeah, you had to be there... again
OH JUST WATCH IT damn you, it said after it was going to repeat, so go to ur little sky boxes and press record, be worth it
Tho the little lovey-dovey scenes were a bit more like molesty-harassy, it was a good film
YAY FOR MOVIE REVIEWS
Goodbye
lol
SIZ
Me mom made me drink too, she put this ale stuff in my juice, it was weird O_o
AND YEY first day of decemeber :3 Got chocolate cos of that, even tho I should of out grown it, my mom stilll buys them... then, my sister wiped her spaghetti sauce covered hands all over my hair
When do you start your holiday shopping?
Well, I'm broke right now, cause so many blooming people have their birthdays in September and November. But, yeah, I do my shopping probably when I get my chance too, which is usually really close to christmas, ain't it just great, so most of the time, if I don't like a gift or I find something earlier in the year, I save it till next year and give it to a person who doesn't know who ever gave it to me atfirst. That way I'm not in a rush...
Ugh, too tired, to type , anymore, blegh...
Stupid rain has kept me up all week
I couldn't even talk properly on Wednesday
I meant to say: "I need to brush my teeth" but instead I said: "I need more breed reeths
So if anyone needs a christmas reeth, I'm breeding them apparently
Hi Ya'll
I made that second account I was talking about
I bet you can't find it before I post the link next time.
It's not that hard, my screenname from here is like, pasted all over it lol
There's a mission for ya
I also made muffins on an impulse today, cos I was bored and cold when I got in from schol, so I thought, "Hey, why not cake mix?"
Yum, they're really fat
They're like, obese muffins
Cos the stupid box only gave me 6 cup things, and 75% of the box like, contained cake mix
They're chocolate =]
But I burnt my frigging finger, and it's gone all white (not the whole finger, the burnt bit)
...ow
Dinner now, gotta go, bye
P.S YAY, new bed and drawes :)
I went to a party as you probs guessed. Went as Batman :) People kept commenting on my DIY Hehee (A cutout stuck to my shirt and a mask made out of black card, was so much fun.
Well most of it anyways, lt started of as one of those awkward parties, then it was okay lol
They were like passing roun vodka and I didn't have any cause (I hope I don't sound like a little fuss pot) I don't like alcohol, it tastes funny. I think someone put some in my coke though cause I went like all woah and dancy during the last hour.
I can't seem to dance or sing infront of someone unless it's in a performance or on stage(or hyper) , weeeeird
'F' kept kicking my hand instead of the blooming balloons I was holding lol, hurt but was funny
Nightmares have stopped :D Yay! Maybe all I needed was a break and to be around drunk people lol
That was funnn...
I have feeling this is going to be a very big chat point when I get back to school lol. Someone was really oput of it and kept screaming out peoples names and hugging them, it was just, funny lol. I HAVE A GLOW BRACELET! YAAAAY!
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Omygoshes :0 :0 :0
Also went to Dunstable and bought a whole new outfit (cept for a jacket/hoodie thing and shoooooes) It was fun, bought this scarf thing, three new tops, NEW BLACK SKINNY JEAN S BUT NOT JEANS, they're sorta in the middle, I luvs them lol, they're really comfy :3 I bvought red checkered socks too, yay! Everything in dustable is so comfy hehee
Mom said she'll take me to Camdon market, yaaayI HAVE A BED
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OMG, I'M PROBS GONNA FALL OUT OF IT TOMOROW THOUGH LOL
I'm like crazy right now, so I'll say bye
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bye, lol
[continued]
Ugh, my head hurts a little, probs too much hyperness. Starting cover of Crash landing today
* a manga I'm working on* If you want to know more just vist my dev in my links and look at my journal :)
Twas' me Dad's birthday today :) So happy birthday to him, yaaay.
I gave him this weird card, I'm broke at the moment, so I'll get him a late birthday prsent, I wonder what'll get him
UGH
I wish November was as boring as people say. I've got so much stress piling up on me.I've got tons of coursework, I gotta think about my future education when I can't even keep stright on my current one, SO MANY BLOODY BIRTHDAYS, my animal care teacher people keep claiming I lose work or hand it in late, when I don't, ugh and so much more! I mean, I'm getting symtoms ugh, I can't stop scratching my arms *sign of stress in my family* and I had a nightmare last night. and I mean that's like, wow, cause I haven't had a nightmare since I was like 11 and I'm 15, so that's like 4, almost 5 years ago O_o
It was pretty bizzare, well, all my dreams are bizarre but yeah. First I was running around in this big tree hideout thing, which I seemed to know, I even dreamt memories of it. Anyways, for some reason. Mr "B" [we'll call him], my form teacher, was calling my name for registration but I was lost, I could hear them but not see them. He was like, your late D [I'll refer to myself as that too], Your late. And I was like I'll be there just wait. So he was like hurry up D. So I was like, running, and for some reason there was a building site. And I was running and running around looking for this secret room and for some reason I went in a building and hooked my shoes on these weird white hooks coming out from under this shelf thing for some reason. And I ran around and stuff looking for this room. It wasn't in the building so I started looking for my shoes again. Pulled them off the hooks and ran out he automatic doors, and this big loud alarm started sounding, like, REALLY REALLY loud. I hate alarms like that. And all these people started chasing after me. So I shoved on my shoes and ran, for like, seemed ages. And suddenly I woke up. I dunno what time but it was really dark. And I felt really nervous and scared. Ugh.
After that, had to get dressed into my P.E kit cps we have aerobics first thing on Thursaday. Only this time we did, yoga, which was odd, but oddly relaxing, lol.
Then we had Biology, I had to borrow a pen from 'F' because I left my stupid pencil case at home. Then the person who had said "Hey, let's be lab partners" Like yesterday, cause the teacher we had said whoever we sit next to will be assinged as our lab partner. So I agreed. Then today she litterally just brushed me off. She sayt next to someone else and when I look ed at her she didn't even look t me and just said "Go sit next to 'A' " Well guess what, 'A' wasn't in today, she never is... I gegt a feeling she doesn't really like me anyway. Then 'Em' walked in late and decided to sit next to me. That was okay I suppose,, I've never actually spoken to her before but we seemed to be okay. But still, I mean it was just... rude...
Spanish, Mr Thies was surprisingly... forgiving. Me and 'S' suspect he's on some kind of medication lol, and hope he keeps using it cause lol, it's awesome hehee. Twas doing a boredom buster near the end though...
[may cont, may not, blegh]
Today ws average.
We went to Oaklands in Wellyn garden city (can't spell today) and turns out it didn't do art. So we couldn't do anything roud there after the 45 min ride there. Oh well. I think, even though I've wanted to go to college since lke, yr 9, I might go ahead and join Sixth Form. I keep thinking of the good reasons of going there and I think I probs will end up doing it. Though I want to do photography so I'll have to go to oaklands alot anyways. Problem solved, lol.
I have to have B's in math to do biology. Or C's, maybe even D's the teacher said. As my mom said I only get E's.But it's a high E, and my target for math is actually a C, so they do reckon I could do it. So my mom's calling me up a tutor, giving me all these revision books and CDs and stuff. So hope fully I'll get a C...
GOin to go now, ~bye
Why' hullo thar
Again
Hmm...
Anyways! I didn't blog on Monday cos there was nothing to blog lol. Today was okay though, so I'll do one today if ya' dun't mind. Hmmmm...
Well first I was like the all important person in the morning, left half my school stuff at home so I had all these little kids running after me with little bags of goodies from home. It was cool, lol. Made me feel extra important heheh. After that the maths teacher wouldn't leave me alone. I'm one of those people who likes to work things out stuff for themselves, not ask for help or anything, which is probs why I'm bad at math... she wouldn't leave me alone about this enlarging thing, I knew what to do, after the first time she explained, but she kept rubbing stuff out dammit ><
P.E was annoying. I like p.e, especially bnadminton. But they had this stupid tournatment thing on. It was a cross between a bsadminton and table tennis one. Me and one of me best friends [I'll just call her E for now] were invited to join this group. So we were like, hey why not *you had to join in pairs by the way* So WE put up the net, WE got all the equipment out, WE organised our score sheet. Then all these other people came over from another court and started playing on our court. But being the nice people we are, lol, we were like : "Okay, we can handle a few extra people I suppose..." Well, everyone got to play badminton and Table tennis an equal number of time's, except [you guessed it....] Me and E. Now, the teacher said, and I quote (lol) "The maxium and minimum of the amount of time you umpire a game while of to the side, should be 2 times." Right? Me and E had to umpire like 6 times! UGH sdo in protest we didn't clear up anything, lol.
Had sixth form things today. I'm in Yr 11 so I'm going on either Sixth form or college. So the open night was like, tonight and I said to my mom in the cr there. "Hey Mom, could you try not embarassing me today?" (If you knew my mom you'd understand I wasn't saying it in a hateful way) And she was like "I don't embarass you silly." So I was like "Okay" Then we got through the opening the assembly with no embarassing questions, YAY.
But when we went on to art. We had to stand cause we were late for some reason. So I was in full view of everyone *DO NOT WANT* and so was my Mom. So he finished his thing. And using me as a example. She asked some questions. which was a bit embarassing cause everyone was loking at me. So IO was like afterwards. "C'mon, lets just go to the next thing." So we did, it was biology.
First it started with a guy handing out brownie, heheh, then we went into the actual lab after everyone had finished and he started explaining what they would do if you did the class. I was quite enjoying it up to now. Then my Mom suddenly burst's out. "My daughter *points at me alot* get's E's in Math" Then she continued her stupid question. And everyone I knew and didn't was looking at me as if I'd got trod on or something, it was rally embarassing. Ugh...
I don't absolutely hate her. But she always seems to do it, it just REALLY annoys me. Dammit.
Mom's on the guide dog stall tomorrow at school, gotta catch her there and make her give me discounts lol *she works for guide dogs alot and puppy walks for them* She never does though, I just like annoying her... Guid dog stasll weeks are the genersl weeks when all her friends can look at how tll I'bve grown, and how school is and stuff lol
Sorry, I'm not mean or anything *I hope* I'm just in a really ranty mood this week for some reason I don't understand. Gonna go now...
~Bye *I feel better now, ahhh, lol*
P.S OMG, my dog might be developing some kida arthritus :( My mom's gonna get pills for him so he'll be all better. HOpefully he'll be at the guide dog thing too. I love my doggy lol :)
P.P.S I dunno why but I always seem to use alot more grammar and words when I'm mad...
Was an average sunday
First my mom wanted me to get up and 8:00, but I refused obviously, so she came back again at 8:30 and tried again, but failed. This happened again and again until I eventually got up from my my comfy matress on the floor (waiting for new bed and furniture to arrive) at 10:30 - 11:00
Had a cake for breakfast and some fruit juice, yum yum yum heheh Then I was unexpectedly caught of guard by Spongebob on the tv, thanks to Gill (My sister if you were wondering, and it's pronounced "Jill" but we spell it with a G, so don't worry, she's not a piece of a fish)
Had a camera shoved over my head (Yay, photography :0) as well as some clothes other than my py-jammy's and pushed out the door to go with my mom over the feilds, as well as with the dog, Vinnie. She wanted me to take photos for my landscape art unit at school.
Here's a sample of them:- [please note no manipulating has been done to these pics, thanks]:-
A strange tree we've got round where I live
I like following those wires into the distance, makes you feel all... I dunno, wonder-y? Same with planes too... which is handy since we live near an airport, lol
I liked the grayscale affect I got with his picture :)
Red-ness :0
Telephone poles and colourful trees :D Yay autumn
And now a picture I took because I' wanted too for ages :)
After that I walked home, overall I took about 59 photos, cameras are funnnnnn :3
Then we had lunch, and something gross happened, but I'm not gonna share that with you cause I'll start getting all flinchy again. After that it was all art coursework again, only this was my 3rd unit (also my mock exam subject) Which is "Structure and form of the human body" innnnnteresting, well, more fun than landscapes anyway.
My art teachers at school really peeve me off sometimes, because of various reasons, I think they just like annoying me in every way, ugh. She shut me in a cupboard last week with a table lamp... it was weird...
She's also obbsessed with me doing stuff from observation, which means I have to keep drawing myself, which I don't really like... ugh
Anyways, anough negativity. After that I finally got a break, browsed youtube and crud, checked dev and myspace and then here. Then I had to order all this stuff *AGAIN FOR ART* I love art, but it's always like this and it get's annoying...
So I just practiced korean verbs and consonants and stuff, now I can actually start learniung words since I've memorized all those, yaaaay~ :) I wish I could learn Korean in school instead of spanish :( It would be loads more fun...
My dad got me a coffee coloured sheet, I don't even like, coffee, it's mocha apparently, ugh
Yeah, today was an average day, though it's not like I prefer Mondays either, I wanna hava a half term :( I didn't really have on before
Anyways,
~bye, gonna go straighten my hair heheh
